Multi-genre playlist from 2019 about moving on from an ending relationship, featuring Carina Round from Puscifer and Early Winters
Mixtape #63 (2019): Let Go My Ego
Listen below on Amazon Music or copy list-
*Because "Come Let Us Set Sail" is not available on Amazon Music, the song has been replaced with another Mary Rocap song, "Mileposts"
This mix is what happens when the ego finally steps out of the way and the truth gets a clear shot. It starts in the hard places, the part of the story where you’re still trying to muscle your way back into something that’s already slipping through your fingers. The two 10 Years tracks carry that weight: the stubborn hope, the clenched‑jaw resolve, the belief that if you just push hard enough, you can fix what’s broken.
But then the tone shifts. The fight drains out. Early Winters steps in with the kind of quiet honesty you only reach after you’ve stopped bargaining with the universe. “Amends,” “I Want to Break Your Heart,” and Puscifer’s “Potions” sit in that solemn space where you finally admit the relationship is ending... you still love them, but love isn’t the same thing as staying.
By the time “Atonement” hits, the perspective has changed. Not healed, not triumphant... but there is some clarity and self-resolve. And from there, the mix lifts itself back into motion. “Hell of a Season,” by the Black Keys, “Pompeii,” by Cage the Elephant and then “Can’t Stop” by the Red Hot Chili Peppers are the finale songs that don’t erase the past but remind you that momentum is still possible. That acceptance has its own pulse. That moving on doesn’t mean shutting the door on what you felt.
This playlist lives in that strange, honest middle ground: the relationship is ending, the love isn’t, and somehow you’re learning to carry both truths without letting either one break you.

Let Go My Ego - featuring Carina Round of Early Winter and Puscifer

